im in a foul mood now

dear diary,
i'm in a foul mood now
seriously, thinking back
i just want this FUCKING YEAR END ASAP
it's a bitter year, super bitter
many inter-personal relationship
too many changes
as usual, i think people treat me like shit
好马被人骑，好人被人欺
i miss my secondary school friends although nobody call me out
but i perfectly fine with it to a certain extent
however, i miss all of my friends dearly
i swear that after a levels, im going to pick up where i left