tears just can't

sometimes, when you are too stress or sad
that tears just can't express your emotions
tears just can't come out
i feel like i should be the one thast retains
i don't want to face people that think that they know me very well
i just don't want to feel the enormous stress
funny part is that i don't feel stress during exam periods or duirng op than now.
i hate you, jc.
i just want to get out of it
and go to D&D and forget everything about jc.
please.
let me reunite with people i love in another plane.